Real Life #TheGame Moment

Today in the middle of class, our teacher said an idiosyncratic phrase (idiom)... "get your game going"... At first this girl said, "we're playing a game right now?" and everyone laughed, and then this kid tried to explain #TheGame to my English Teacher.

(#TheGame is a concept in Twitter, an abstract concept that if you see, hear, or think about #TheGame, then you immediately lose it)

So he was all like "And I have just made you lose the game" so I shouted out "The Game!"

TWSS =]

You KNOW You Really Pushed IT When...

Okay, EVERYONE get son my nerves every now and then, but I don't hate you because you totally pissed me off... I only hate it when you're CONSISTENTLY pissing me off. And how do you know if you're consistently pissing me off (other than the fact I am CLEARLY ignoring you)? Well, I put together a list of WHY I hate some of you people so much (sorted by least to greatest).

1. You Just Don't Want To Talk To Me In Public When it comes to the cyber world or messaging, yeah, you can't shut up w/ your 500-messages-a-minute policy, but when it comes to the real world, your like "Oh, I don't know him. He's kind of ugly though." First of all, I have feelings, but more importantly... That is just plainly annoying (and the precursor of heartbreak) [ Note: That explains WHY it's so low on my "hate" list because well... yeah ]
2. You Try To Help And You Make Things A LOT Worse Than What They Were This goes to those people who in various subjects, in abstraction, music, and relationships, thougth they could help me become a better person then who I am (the only one that has ever succeeded would be my parents). Unfortunately most of them ruined my life. Made the person I used to like hate me, make me suck even more... Well, at least you tried. [ I realize you tried to help, that's nice knowing ]
3. You Love To Press The Little Details In Life Yes, it's true that your trashy little life isn't perfect and it's never going to be perfect, but that's not my issue, that's YOURs. I accept the fact that if my life is miserable, it's going to BE miserable until otherwise. You should too, and stop picking on the fact that it's NOT and you can fix it. But... if you must keep on pressing the significant changes that must be made in life (like making the line 1/64" lower), then here's one... stop that rumbunctious mouth from destroying the earth with its horrid sound. [ I realize every now and then I go douche and do that too ]
4. You KNOW that WE KNOW, But You Still Say "No" It's kind of obvious when you're blushing, not looking, and stuttering, that you've obviously got something that you're hiding, and that we FOUND OUT. So be Mr. Oh-There's-Something-Going-On and realize that there IS something going on. [ I still can realize that you don't want to tell always, but c'mon dude, it's obvious ]
5. You Think You Know It All, You Know NOTHING Everyone feels like they're a special someone, like they're better than everyone else deep down (even if they claim they're a total loser and act like one on the outside) and you know what, that's okay. But you got to consider the fact somethimes, you're NOT Mr. Right or Mrs. Perfect, and maybe someone gets the fact that you're well... just plain annoying. So stop rubbing it in everyone's face that you got a 95% and that you only studied for 5 minutes, because there are a LOT of things in this world that you have no fucking idea about. [ Sometimes I have those kinds of attitudes too ]
6. You Just Don't Get It I just don't like explaining things to people who don't catch up, or even the ones that catch on after a LOT of effort. There's an Alice In Chains song "Dirt" and some of the lines like "Just don't get it" (see title)... Well basically, I KNOW you need the help, and sometimes I want to give it, but SOMETIMES I DON'T. And you got to learn fast because I would prefer to teach fast. [ I realize that you're kind of doomed anyway so why hate you too much? And you chew up so much time and effort ]
7. You Think Life Is ALL About Winning And If You Lose Than The World Will Fall Over See, we're all going to lose sooner or later, whether in this life or in what comes after. And you know what, I get the fact that losing isn't epic, and that sometimes it BURNS to lose, but guess what? Life is going to move on, whether you do or not. So pick up, get a life, and realize... you know what? I've lost before, so it's not like I'm god and you're not, it's just that I accept that I can't be. [ I realize I was like this at one point when I was a little point, but you know what? I grew up. ]
8. You Don't Get When It's NOT Funny And When It's NOT COOL (And You Don't Get When It IS Funny) You just love laughing at the stupidest and most retarted aspects of this confounded life and you just generally enjoy taking stupid shit and glamorizing it... And then of course you take your um... douche-y to another by taking a perfectly rational statement and going "Oh, that's stupid" [ This is starting to get to the point where there's no slack or possibility, but simply just annoying and more annoying ]
9. You ALWAYS Refer Back To Facebook Profiles Okay, you want to know something that's NOT on Facebook? It's not life. There's more to life than the flashy blue-and-white (pathetic) interface of Facebook, and if you don't then well, I think you should go get a life. I'm not going to list 100% of my secrets and my little trashy personal stuff on an Internet Profile... Want to guess why America has high Identity Theft Rates? [ This has made me want to quit Facebook on several occassions but I am constantly pressured to go back. ]
10. You INVADE My Privacy I wrote a whole article on how someone invaded my privacy by looking under the stalls, and they've tried to stalk me since (I got REALLY bent out of shape and started swearing)and you know what? It's just REALLY not cool, REALLY inappropriate, and REALLY immature. Shut up, get out of my life, NO SLACK.

I have NEVER before tried using styling on my blog, I don't know if it helps emphasize my point or not, but I do know it consumes a LOT of time.

Life's No Fair; It's Better That Way

Have you ever sat down at night after a hard day of labor, feeling partially relieved and yet dissapointed that while you are working your butt off, your boss is on vacation in Tahiti? Or maybe you were younger, there was that time when Jerry ran off with the toy you found, and you wanted it back.

There's always going to be that upper guy, the guy that has a bigger pocket (unless you're Bill Gates), the guy with more power (unless you're Obama), and the guy with the bomb (now if you're a terrorist... I really don't want to talk to you. EVER), but that's all the luck of the draw. Some of us were born rich, came into the right industry at the right time with the right ideas, and *boom* we're higher than we thought we could ever be.

But that's not fair. For as that multibillionaire dines on his fine dinner of caviar sushi (I find that disgraceful), you're stuck with the styrofoam plate of Panda Express. Yeah, that guy is probably enjoying his buttox and you're not, whatever happened to that kid in Africa? He would probably give everything he ever earned to eat that "junk" you have; it would be the BEST thing he ever tasted (obviously this is a guy that HASN't met a dirt-rich-steak-for-breakfast-everyday dude).

So before you sit down in your (death)bed, think about this... You're life isn't perfect or anywhere close, but it could be a LOT worse... Optimists always go further in pessimists; It takes optimism and commitment to become a multibillionaire, you know?

And anyway, if life was fair, it wouldn't be that much better anyway... It would be plain, no fun, no unfair in your favor. So just think about that.

Yes I'm Back To This

I took a break from blogging for a couple of weeks to just... catch up with life. I started writing my own book (this be the second to successfully bypass fifteen pages, the first was a fiction story about how the seven wonders of the worlds are portals to alien worlds, I gave up once I found myself writing the word "phoenix"). It's about a Jew in France during the years of the purification (1340s) and I like the fact that the topic is highly avoided.

I don't think it's going to get published (or even finished); don't get your hopes up.

So I've come a long way from being a programmer, a nerd. I'm in the media team right now helping plan out Career Day (I get to produce videos... They [almost] treat me like one of their own, with the exception of the occassional cuss slang ever now and then), I'm getting some high hopes for a major event that might happen in my life; a major event I was thinking wouldn't happen all this time... But I'm not going to talk about that unless it actually happens; I'm not going to get MY hopes up to be letdown.

Life's doing fine. No I'm not killing myself in bed with a knife tonight. I think I'm fine rejoicing the good there is, and feeling good knowing that life isn't perfect, but if it was there'd be no fun in it at all.

My Life... What Is The Meaning Of Life?

I've stopped programming; there's no need to force myself to do the things that I do not enjoy, I might as well enjoy the rest of my er... teenagehood before it turns into adulthood.

So anyway, my aunt's coming over, I've had some serious talks with my parents over the fact that the school isn't teaching me anything and that there should be some alternatives, and I've ran into some issues with spammers, stalkers, and generally annoying people. Just a typical, wonderful weekend in the life of me.

I'm going to end my night by just saying some of my thoughts recently on what we are and who we have become. If you don't like the ideas of phillosophies and intricate universalized thinking, I suggest you turn back... now.

Okay, so what are we? Well, deep down inside, we're all the same thing, we're all our father's little child, our mother's precious baby. No, I don't mean like sissy or hottie, yes that would mean baby, but I mean we were all a baby at one point, weren't we?

From being a baby, we slowly grew. We took in what the system had to teach us, and what our parents wanted to teach us that the system didn't. In Kindergarden we learned how to add and subtract, how to read and how to write the alphabet, and in First Grade they taught us how to add larger numbers, and how to start reading picture books.

Well, we've all (hopefully) came a long way from those days of stumbling on 4-letter words, and hopefully for the better. Now we read through novels and memos, we do large and vast thought processes and think nothing of it. Our minds of utterly evolved since the time of our birth.

What does life mean? Well, does life have one general meaning? I think we should consider the fact that life is all about what's important to different people, and since different people consider life to mean different things, then in that case the meaning of life is a personal thing, like what's our name or when were we born.

You determine what life means for you. You don't know quite what all that means until you lay in your deathbed, recalling upon all those thoughts you lived and experienced throughout those years of good and bad. But when you do, you know what was meaningful for you, who made you who you are, and ultimately, what lies out there for people.

Now I'm sorry if I didn't get you right; if I don't represent you properly. I'm just young, and I'm talking of my mind. I will progress significantly, in this day 2020 I will be a different person, and I will be closer to MY meaning of life.